8/3/16

To My Right Love at the Wrong Time:

I'm not sure if I could consider you, but let me.

We shared a love that's real and pure, but never had the chance to come together and celebrate. You still have an exalted place in my heart and in my life, even. My thoughts of you whenever I try to fall asleep just floats on the surface and my mind plays with its ability to imagine, a possible future with you in a parallel universe.

God, it's devastating.
Let me tell you what hurts.
Nobody cheated.
We didn't go through a terrible breakup
            we didn't have anything to break in the first place.
For some reason, it just did not go its natural course.
Maybe I had to go on with my life because we did not seem to be taking the path I thought we should.
Maybe you did too.
Oh, probably because we both thought we weren't taking the road to our common goal.

We never really found out why. It just ended, for circumstances other than falling out of love.

What ended?
I am without certainty.
Did we really try?
I don't think so.
What if we did?
I don't know.
My regrets are eating me, why didn't I initiate?
I want to blame you, why didn't you take the risk?

Nevertheless, I still think you're a wonderful person. Please don't belittle yourself. I'd always have much respect for you. Let's not make the past a bad memory, but rather a lesson to be learned continuously. You're still a good person and I believe I am too. But maybe, just maybe, we're not good for each other.

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